Tired of my world being
Insufferable, sitting by the window
Day after day.
Waiting for things to get
Better, when will they?
For now, I'm hanging in there.
Using what little time I
Have left to not just be alive,
But to live. For her.
She makes any room light
Up with just a smile, her
Clothes as bright as her
Personality.
When Lou told me about her
Childhood bumble bee tights, I could
See the excitement of her younger
Self jump and clap her hands
With delight filled eyes.
I know she knows what future
For myself I have in mind, what
It holds and that's what hurts
Most.
At the reception of Alicia's
Wedding, in a room full of people,
It felt like it was just me and
Lou on the dancefloor.
The kiss she and I shared
When at the beach, lasted for only
A moment but felt like a
Dream.
Loving hurts, but not more than
Having to see her face one last time
As I whispered my final,
"goodbye."
- Alexandra Pierotti.
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